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Wednesday, 22 December 2010

  • Been awhile

    Wow. It's been almost a year since my last entry. Well. My life is very different from what it was. I've had to move back home to help take care of my dad who's disabled. I'm now a Junior in the Art department at CSU. I'm a little more travelled and a little more wise. Still single. Had a few potential relationships but kinda didn't push for them to go anywhere because I found out info I didn't care for about them. I attract losers apparently. I also discovered that I lean more towards the female gender then the male. I get lonely at times but I'm still happy. My best friend got married to a loser and now I rarely ever see her. I quit my job when I left for England and lost all my friends from there (they drank the kool aid). I've discovered a love for piercings. Got my tongue done a few months ago and will be getting my lip done in the new year. I still get depressed at times but fight my way through them. Maybe the New Year will bring even more new possibilities and I can conquer more of my fears and strengthen what I already have. Maybe I'll find my other half. Who knows what may happen? Maybe I'll make new friends. That would be nice. Hope everyone enjoys their holidays and has a great New Year!!!

Thursday, 15 January 2009

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    A Bite to Remember (Argeneau Vampires, Book 5)
    By Lynsay Sands
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    HELLO ALL!

    Well, it's a new year and there's plenty to come. I went camping for a week and loved it (except for the two nights that I ended up sleeping in the car). Storms two seperate nights. One night there was hail and another I almost watched my tent fly away. Fun FUN! Spring semester has started back up at Columbus State University and I'm taking Political Science, English 2, Public Speaking, and my favorite Biology: Contemporary Issues; Biology of fishing. I love my Biology class, but then again I love fishing and anything outdoorsy. I have been in my own apartment for a few months now. It has its issues but it's a lot for the little I pay. Work is work, but with a higher pay. I've been there for almost three years now come June. WOW that's a long time.

    Talk to all and peace be with all,

    Fantasy_in_my_Mind

Monday, 08 December 2008

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    Backstreet Boys [ENHANCED CD]
    By Backstreet Boys
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    WOW!
    It has been FOREVER since I last put in an entry. Well, here's what's happened since.
    I have my own apartment now, YAY! I'm still in school, still  a freshman but will be a Sophomore next semester. Working on that art degree. Actually I am typinf this when I'm supposed to be working on my final project. I am now 20. Still don't feel any older, maybe because I act older than I really am. It's gonna be a shock when I actually feel my age. Still an anime freak. I've got more manga than ever. I take a trip every few months to the book store and stock up on all the new volumes of manga I've been working on. I'm working on about seven different manga right now. Here's what I have now:

    Cowboy Bebop
    Model
    Gravitation
    Crescent Moon
    Rurouni Kenshin
    D.N.Angel
    Confidential Confessions
    The Ring
    Vassalord
    Godchild
    Nana
    Nightmare after School
    The Gentleman's Cross Alliance
    Vampire Knight
    Marmotte
    Hibiki's Magic
    ... there are many more.... WAY TOO MANY TO KEEP UP WITH. I think I'm going to have to take a list to the book store from now on.

    Well, I'm sorry to all those who subscribed. I've neglected my posts. Hopefully I can keep up with it form now on. Hope to keep in touch with the od and may friends with the new.
    See Ya later!

Tuesday, 05 February 2008

  • Long time no post!! It's been awhile! I think the last time I posted was....umm..... wow! I can't remember! Well, here's an update on moi:

    I'm in college now and never knew I could be this tired I have a 3.7 GPA. Isn't that amazing?! I'm still at my old job... going on two years... I never knew I could go this long at one job. I'm now a supervisor (FINALLY!) and have to deal with plenty of aggrivations. Oh well, that comes with the job. I'm happy that I'm going somewhere now, though. I'm probably going to Italy as well this summer. THAT WOULD BE SOO COOOL! I wanna go! I wanna go! I WANNA GO! I better go... If I don't though, I'm going to attend college over the summer and look for an apartment of my own. That would be nice, too. I have 9 new pets since last log in. Well.... 7 now... one died last night. 7(now) are fancy goldfish. That's what died last night. Poor, poor Stach (he had a moustache, hence the name Stash). He first got mouth rot and had no mouth (it was eaten away by bacteria), then he got pop eye and then he got dropsy. Pop eye is self explanitory, his eyes popped out of his head. Dropsy means that his scales were all protruding from his body, he looked puffy. So, to save my other fish, I had to flush him to the otherworld. I WAS SO SAD! I like fishies! ! One of the others has a wound on his back and now I'm worried about him, now. The other new addition is Itchy, a stray dog that walk right up to us.

    Well, class is about to start, teacher is a meany. Hopefully log later.

    ~*~Fantasy_in_my_Mind~*~

Tuesday, 14 August 2007

  • Why is it so hard for me to make friends? There’s just a block that I can’t break through. I get really lonely sometimes. I always meet someone who has the same interests, but in the end they always have another person or friend that they would much rather hang out with. That or they don’t respond to anything I do. I want to cry. The only people I can get close to are my family. They’re the only one’s that known what has happened in my life. I hope that they don’t think I’m a nuisance. I guess I am. No one really wants to talk to me. I guess I’m just unapproachable. I’m scared. What’s going to happen to me? I must be one the biggest losers in the world. I just can’t make friends. I meet people, but they always step all over me or leave me hanging. I guess my world will only revolve around work and what I’m to do afterward to survive. Why is there always someone else? I’m like a dog that’s been kicked so many times that it won’t go near anyone, and when it does, gets kicked one more time. What am I going to do? I think I need some help….. Help.

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  • Life is an ever continuing circle. I live on and so do those around me. I am now a Junior at Columbus State University (Go Cougars)! I'm 22. If you go to CSU give me a hit on AIM or leave a message on my xanga. I'm lookin to make new friends. I'm an anime freak and I have a large collection of manga. Cowboy Bebop is my all time favorite (Go ED)! Sipping tea and chatting on the computer is a wonderful hobby. Hope to make more friends!

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